tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39708222011-04-21T14:14:45.014-07:00newmoving into something new. finding novel things to do. learning to move on. trying to break free. finding meaning once again. the happy things in life. something cool. looking for something interesting. not necessarily someone. no, not someone.kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.comBlogger101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1145290879924142832006-04-15T10:27:00.001-07:002006-04-17T09:21:19.933-07:00i've moved!! so exciting.ken_lwi.livejournal.comno 'www.' plskenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1145122079828425152006-04-15T10:27:00.000-07:002006-04-15T10:27:59.840-07:00i got a new ipod! how cool is that now that i'm finally a member of the apple club. its been a long time coming haa! retail therapy. not exactly my cup of tea but it still works all the same.goodbye eric, now i can listen to music!for those who don't know who this eric is, he's actually my imaginary friend at work. he's a crocodile who swims in my pool. everytime i get bored doing lifeguard duty,kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1145018607865431292006-04-14T05:32:00.000-07:002006-04-14T05:43:27.886-07:00situation number one:on the mrt on my way to meet tricia.old men like to amuse themselves by looking at young girls playing silly games on the train. The look on their old wrinkled faces.Thinking: here's the miracle of life. young. pure. immature.The look on their faces.Their smiling to childish games.The loose skin hanging from their chin.Here's the life i lost, the one i didnt live. oh but how kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1144578493300915412006-04-09T03:26:00.000-07:002006-04-09T03:28:13.313-07:00a little whilejust a little whilelet me put down my maskand be mefor a little whilekenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1143470387427298802006-03-27T06:15:00.000-08:002006-03-27T06:39:47.436-08:00recently i've been feeling this particular pleasureparticularly oftentrust me pleasure is an 'under-word'in the 'understatement' sensei hate to use this wordbut i guess orgasmic would be accurate.not physically thoughbut something even more real than the physicalsomething about sitting by the beachin my homeland, my countrydrinking coffee, the kind that gets better with every sipeven when every kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1143262253007134362006-03-24T20:43:00.000-08:002006-03-24T20:50:53.016-08:00may i never stopfeeling your love for meo that high, that high..i'm starting to really enjoy lifeguarding:the sunswimming under itsitting by the coolbluewaterthe shadesthe soundof waterthe heat eventhe prayingthe smilingdrowningswimmersthe white cloudsthe blue skiesthe lazy afternoonsthe silencethe lovemy lifesaviour on dutyHe reached down from on high and took hold of me; He drew me out of deep kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1142944687289559612006-03-21T04:35:00.000-08:002006-03-21T04:38:07.303-08:00i saved the first life in my lifeguard career today!(ok not career..but still)though its nothing much really but i must say it was a tremendously proud moment for meand i looked back on the past month or so todayand i thank God how much he has allowed me to grow.kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1141563862430442942006-03-05T05:01:00.000-08:002006-03-05T05:04:22.450-08:00ok i know like whats up with this metaphorical crap but i just cant help it. so let me indulge myself. its my blog after all. here goes:i lost my head todaylike i lost my mind?but i fell in love with a princeand lost my head in exchange for itnow its gonna stick to me foreverwe're gonna wack some balls togethergonna go through good and bad timeswith my princecharmingok there. done. satisfied. kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1141450260573264812006-03-02T09:16:00.000-08:002006-03-04T08:03:02.070-08:00i'm sun burntmet mr how yesterday night at causeway point as i was going up the escalator.he was going down.he gestured to me using his palm and covered his faceand he mouthed "what happened to your face?"i'm already blackimagine the sunwent to watch underworld with the guys(oh and jas too) on thursits the sickest thing i've ever seen on screen i think(but definitely besides brokeback if i watch kenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970822.post-1140101595336317142006-02-16T06:37:00.000-08:002006-02-20T04:54:09.096-08:00more time to swimmore time to praymore time to thinkmore time to teachmore time to learnless time to bumkenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01064449826410153943noreply@blogger.com0